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[Jana]

Sovereignty, if you will, is similar to the opposite of borderline disorder...and BLD is caused largely by PTSD. So sovereignty is the reclamation of Self above and beyond the damage inflicted by present, past and future sociological danger. Hence the Golden Rule. 


• Fear of Ridicule—Exclusion from the house of power is a profound subconscious fear, which is laid into the infant wiring of fear of abandonment by parent figures. Anthropogenic meta-awareness defuses the hypnotic power of the attack machine that is set up to impose consensus reality.

• Silence in the Morgue—For starters it feels disrespectful to the Muse to even try to express ones process...because even we don't know how it is done, though we are given a taste of why it is done. We sense the derision of Flatlanders and those that would “kill” the perception and expression of a higher, deeper, unfathomable reality…and so silence and the patient execution of our Art “regardless” of its acceptable in the world is the safest option to keep in the land of the Borg.

For lawrence...I posted this before.

Information (in-formation) comes through in dreams...I sit on the radical heat of the Muse and follow the push, pull thread of inquiry to get the rational data…ie: the symbols of human understanding and communication. Thus it is a constant stream of question, answer, question answer driven by the intoxicating bliss of gnosis. Intuition...seems too small and feeble a word to describe this ecstatic process. Because it is prior to scientific verification this method of information building is not yet studied or respected by our conservative/orthodoxy pre-creative society.

Each culminative nexus of eureka produced the psychic endogenous heroin necessary to open to the next phase of the intellectual journey. Thus the path autopoietically constructed itself both energetically and content wise. The left brain rational unpacking worked with alongside the revelatory intuitive thread...interweaving...with my daily experience, synchronicity, information gathering and the spiritual chemistry of the seasons and gravitation cycles of the sun and the moon. That is the earth herself and the solar system, combined with both weather systems and hurricane/earthquake events acted as psychopomp to my process. The cosmic psychobiology contributed to my work perhaps even more than the human world...for there were few living people I could interact with that would have deeply contributed to this very internal work…where transmutation and trans-information are one and the same.

Thus kundalini herself acts through our prism to bring about her own revelation, specific to each individual. In kundalini there being an infinite field of inquiry open to the human race for eternity. The work itself is the goal as kundalini is the process of self-revelation and realization. The vast consciousness from which she springs is beyond time and so in Thetawave -hypnogonia I am given information of upcoming happenstance. That is, I have prior knowledge of upcoming interactions with other people, and with information I am about to come across. Thus future sight and the heat of love allows me to find this information and weave it into my work. The work thus writes itself and is somehow preordained. Most of this “higher” information comes through when in the hypnogogic half awake/half asleep  (Theta) state…however I also get the Muse pulling me here and there without rational intent, and the reason becomes apparent after the information is gathered or the experience has synchronistically occurred. This strange and wonderful penetration of time is absolutely key to this higher creativity or “divine” work. The process itself is the goal, for it is simply living at levels that incorporates our Whole or higher human capacities. Kundalini therefore allows us to be more fully human and to experience some of the awe inspiring depth of potential open to us as a “divinely” self-reflexive species.

[Lawrence]

For lawrence...I posted this before.

... Thank you... I will explore with deep interest... 

[Lawrence]

... Wow... that was beautiful...

... and beautifully written too...

[Jana]

Can you write about your process?

Nice bit of metahistory...
Podcast #045 - A Bona Fide Conspiracy? An Interview with Eustace Mullins Pt. 1
http://gnosticmedia.podomatic.com/
G. Edward Griffin's The Creature from Jekyll Island, the entire book was plaquarized from Eustace Mullins.

[Lawrence]

Can you write about your process?

… My process? Gee, I wish I had a process… Naaa, maybe not… Although I somewhat envy ‘your’ beautiful process –and it might seem that a certain ‘process’ could just be the answer to my own haunting lethargy- in all honesty, my non-process process seems to work okay for me. The only thing I’m truly in need of is a constant kick in the metaphorical ass to continually ‘energize’ my non-process process along…

… That little paragraph I just ‘transcribed’ –I had no idea what I was going to write, in answer to your question. I just started writing, and it was as new to me as it is/was to you. When I write something and it is so creative and so poetic, that even I feel compelled to go back and re-read it again, and then smile with great satisfaction as a result –I know that’s the Muse… When I write something -and then go back to review- and ultimately conclude with puzzling confusion; “What the fuck?” –I know that’s Lawrence thinking too hard… Is that a process? I suppose it is to a degree…
 
… I recall what Bob Dylan once said in an interview, many years ago, regarding his own creative process with the Muse himself;
“… If it comes it comes, and if it don’t it don’t… If it will it will, and if it won’t it won’t…”

… I do have another process however. It’s usually much more infrequent –and highly ‘combustible’… 

… A few years back, I used to use the term ‘mystical experience’ a lot more often than I do these days. On one particular occasion someone told me that they thought that they too had what I referred to as ‘mystical experiences,’ and then asked if I could describe mine, so that he could compare it with his own… After I described mine, he then decided that compared to what I just described –he had to conclude that ‘no,’ he had never really had a mystical experience -by this measure… By the way, this particular ‘experience’ led to a scientific theory of mine I came to title “The Scientific Theory of A.D.A.M. and E.V.E.” and is the foundation of everything I espouse today… Don’t be too impressed with the scientific theory stuff though. I’m an artist, not a scientist. And my scientific theories are only of interest insofar as how much metaphorical poetry I can squeeze out of the whole scientific process in the first place… Here is how I described a ‘mystical experience’ and my ‘other’ process;

“… this experience took place while reading a book, and ‘thinking’ about what it was I was reading. The book was titled ENTROPY, by the author Jeremy Rifkin, and was published in the early eighties…

   Mr. Rifkin correlated the limitations of Newtonian Science with the social Darwinism of present day culture, along with an equally unenlightened energy and fossil fuel economy. I guess he said a lot in his first six pages, or I was ready for what he had to say, because by the time I arrived at page six, of his book, I was full throttle in a place I later came to call ‘mystical experience…’

   I eventually isolated one particular paragraph on page six, I believe, that I decided must have started the whole chain reaction to my new clear explosion. But the experience itself was rather breath taking…

   After reading this far into Mr. Rifkins book, I recall sitting there thinking to myself, something to the affect;
“Now wait a minute, if this is true, then ‘this’ should be ‘this’ and then ‘that’ should lead to ‘this,” And very much before I knew it, I had arrived at some sort of a conclusion that made me very happy… As a matter of fact, it made me so damn happy that I couldn’t even contain this happiness I was feeling… No, I went beyond ‘feeling’ happiness, I went all the way to ‘experiencing happiness’ in a manner I had never quite experienced before… I sat there radiating a joyous intensity to such a degree, I really thought I could actually explode into happiness… There was absolutely no fear… exploding into happiness only seemed to me to bring the possibility of more of this explosive happiness… And then this happiness became ‘Love.’ Great feelings/experiences of a most intense Love that I could not even describe… Maybe it was there at the same time with the happiness, maybe they were the same thing/experience… I felt Love for myself… I felt Love for the whole experience… I felt Love for Life itself… I felt Love within myself, and all around this magical room… Love was truly in the air, or atmosphere… I felt a Peace, beyond all Peace… But maybe the Peace was simply the Love and the Happiness, and I just gave it another name… I felt/experienced Peace for myself, my experience, and Peace for the whole magical world… If this was Peace, it was not a passive thing, it was an ALIVE thing… It was an empowering thing… Peace is not an absence of conflict, Peace is the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning, and Ending, Peace is ‘Intense Relativity!’ I felt –or I should say experienced- my body, inside and outside, throbbing in these inundating wavelike pulsations… I experienced my whole being growing larger, and larger, and yet I was still in this room of mine, and it still seemed the same size… I started to get the sensation that the room was beginning to grow larger with me, so I could go ahead and ‘yes,’ grow larger –but the room would grow as well, to keep up with me… When you’re feeling/experiencing ‘this much’ extreme joyousness, and happiness, peace, and love –form follows function- whereby your face becomes a fair duplicate of your experience… In other words, I had this ‘shiteatin grin’ that could melt an iceberg… my smile was growing so large, to match my experience, I was sure that the corners of my mouth were going to meet at the back of my head… There was absolutely no distress, or fear involved… I knew that what it was I was experiencing was an extraordinary experience –but it did not feel like an experience I needed to move away from, by any stretch of the imagination… I sat there almost frozen –or ‘still’ might be a better word- possibly thinking if I shifted positions, it would all come to an end… I recall looking about the room with only my eyes, and not my head, and thinking;
“Whhhaaaaooooooo… this is….. sooooo….. Awwww sume……..”
   I would like to give a better report as to whether or not I was thinking about all this –or the thinking came later- or if I was simply experiencing it all –without the thinking… But, after experiencing this for perhaps fifteen, twenty, or even thirty minutes, I do remember a thought rising up to my consciousness -in reverent awe- that was almost ‘normal’ compared to the rest of my experience;

“Ohhh my God, I’ve got to write this down…”

   To use Eckhart Tolles analogy, I then proceeded to radically ‘step down’ the vibration, as it were, in order to process and examine what it truly was that I had just stumbled into. I had to ‘think back’ to what had just occurred (projecting into the past) and imagine, how I would write it to make it understandable. (projecting now, into the future) So, naturally, it wasn’t too long before I had simply ‘past and future’ projected myself right out of the NOW, if that was in fact, where I was in the first place… I think it was…"
 

… Nobody could ever explain any of this stuff to me at the time –actually, nobody has ever really been able to explain it since, either… I had to learn everything on the fly –on my own- and as I am certain you can attest to, it can be a pretty lonely process without peers who can at least ‘relate’ to what you’re talking about and going through… We then go to all the unconventional circles we can find, only to find that even these unconventional folks have their own set of conventions they cannot seem to break from –and one begins to wonder if maybe this whole exercise isn’t just one grand road to knowwhere… And then one connects with the Muse once again… and; “Ahhhhhh…” … all doubt is lost…
... Until I start ‘thinking’ too much all over again… hehehe, crazy, I know…
 
… Whenever I read your writings, I was always intrigued. I was always fascinated. And I always knew you were going deeper than few I have ever read before. But –as with other authors- I have always wondered as to the source of the gems from which you mined. Was it pure intellect? Was it something larger? Or yet a combination thereof? And if it was a combination, how much were gems and how much was dross? Now that you have described your process, I am so much more confident in that which you share –even that which previously seemed harder to grasp… Thank you so much… I look forward to much, much more…

[Jana]

My, you have quite the talent for describing...you should send that to Jeremy R.

It is such a bummer when the aquisitive-scientist steps in and says...I gotta write this down. I was in the bath once in radical radical spacemind chemistry having just found how to drop the head brain and make the heart brain dominant so the solar plexus brain could stop being inhibited. I almost got out of the bath to document it when I caught myself...and knew that there had to be a time and place for ME in all this.

I want to create a community where we live in revelatory chemistry all the time instead of just visiting. That is if standard culture would let such a community exist. I know how to build, integrate, detox and assimilate the light now...even so I wonder if we are strong enough to make a go of visionary community...I suppose it would just be an evolutionary experiment. I cannot think of a more exciting experiment to engage in though.

http://myfacilitate.net/jana/Armarnia.htm probably located in NZ and collecting people from the world over as a model for innovation.

There is no greater spirituality than living in communion with the Earth and gaining the intimate understanding of Nature and the Universe that such communion necessitates. All minds, energy and resources must now be spent on reinventing and redesigning human civilization.


Those that can read Awakening Sovereignty and not go insane will be my buddies for the next adventure.

When you say artist, do you mean actual paintings.

[Jana]

You could say that all my books come from my original unitive experience in the backseat of car on Xmas Eve 1988. For it was then that through contrast I realized what infantile and diminished lives we are unnecessarily leading. Not all my writing comes through gnostically though, but it is all based on this initial realization of Christ Consciousness…in laying out what needs to be done to arrive at a mystic society.
The only directly “given” piece in the Pitfalls to Sovereignty was “Bad Teenager” which I converted into:
“Self-hatred suspends growth and maturity at the age level that the punitive eye of awareness was initially turned most fiercely against the self.”
When you look at the big picture, the whole thing (patriarchy-brain damage-and where we are now) ties together as a no-brainer.

I see people fiercely fighting their sovereignty in an effort to “belong” to a protector daddy system that is screwing them blind. It is real funny, for it can only go on like this for a few more years, whereupon “sovereignty” itself will become the great creator drive. Then things may become interesting. Under the externalized power system existence is incredibly boring for there is no love or connection, only fear and manipulation.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKzjLwrsDQ4  —Interview with the authorial self...

[Lawrence]

My, you have quite the talent for describing...

… The Muse and I, thank you!... It would seem to be a necessary prerequisite (talent for describing, that is) if one ultimately hopes to influence hearts and minds, as it were…

you should send that to Jeremy R. 

... Actually...

… Immediately after I walked myself down from my ‘revelatory experience,’ I began the writing process. I did not begin by writing about the ‘ quote’ mystical experience’ –that came much later. I began writing about the so-called scientific theory I seemed to have stumbled upon –that ‘scientific theory,’ which conversely appeared to have led to this ‘added bonus’ that I eventually came to call ‘a mystical experience…’
… As this began late at night –I was up late, reading ‘ENTROPY’- I toiled for the next four hours or so, trying to link all the disparate connections together that led to my conclusions. Initially, I titled my treatise ‘The Theory of Relativity as the Key to the Meaning of Life.’ I didn’t even know what relativity meant, at the time –I just liked it because it had a certain ring of ‘interconnectedness’ to it. As I mentioned earlier, I had since changed the title to, ‘The Scientific Theory of A.D.A.M. and E.V.E.’ -in part, to show my intent. If we’re going to overturn a few metaphorical applecart’s –my intention was that we may as well go right to that metaphorical beginning, and work our way forward, from there…
… Since I didn’t even have a typewriter at the time, I wrote it all down in freehand. I knew this thing needed to be formally typed up, and as I also knew my roommate, at the time, worked in an office, I lay my restless head on my pillow and waited anxiously for my roommate’s alarm to ring so I could jump up and ask her to type this all up for me, if she could find the time. While she was at work, I began running around sharing this theory with everybody I knew –and even those I didn’t know. Somewhere in that frenzy, I called Jeremy Rifkin’s ‘Foundation for Economic Trends,’ office, and tried to share with one of his secretaries my new found discovery. I’m sure she must have thought I was wacky enough ‘not’ to pass me off to her boss. However, she must also have thought me not so wacky enough, as to give me the name and phone number of somebody else –other than her boss- who might be able to help me. This person’s name was Jim Berry –whom I came to find out years later, was the older brother of the now late Thomas Berry http://www.thomasberry.org/ -who headed another foundation called, ‘The Center for the Reflection on the Second Law’…

… This all happened a long time ago, so, I did try to contact Jeremy Rifkin at one time. But not since that one time… Although last year, I did start to go onto Amazon in order to add my voice to the list of reviewers of his work. For some reason, I never followed through…

It is such a bummer when the aquisitive-scientist steps in and says...I gotta write this down. 

... Hehehe, yep, it can be a bummer… But it may also be a necessary evil as well… My whole motivation for ‘writing down the bones’ so to speak, was so that I could hopefully draw a metaphorical roadmap for other would-be explorers… I felt that it was just pure dumb luck that I came to this place, and it would sure have been nice –it sure would be nice- if many others could make this journey as well… I could describe that Love, Happiness and Interconnectedness I experienced, but unless others could experience it for themselves as well –describing it could only go so far… even from those of us who have ‘quite the talent for describing’…

I was in the bath once in radical radical spacemind chemistry having just found how to drop the head brain and make the heart brain dominant so the solar plexus brain could stop being inhibited. 

... Interesting… My theory merely attempted to show the two as equally, and scientifically, valid –and look what I ‘experienced’ as a result! Imagine the fireworks after discovering a theory showing the ‘sublime’ to be ‘superior’ to scientific objectivism?!?!?!... hehehe, cosmic consciousness of Biblical proportions!!!...
… Actually, I have long since ‘intuited’ that very idea or concept -or maybe ‘deduced’ is a better word- even before my little theory came to the fore, only at the time, I couldn’t prove it…

I almost got out of the bath to document it when I caught myself...and knew that there had to be a time and place for ME in all this.

… I should probably ‘own’ more of my own participation in all of this myself, and I might find that I could get a lot more done as a result. I expend a lot of energy worrying about my ego running amuck, and therefore limit the amount of energy available for the tasks at hand. I don’t really believe I have a problem with my ego –and I don’t believe I have ever really had a problem- but so many folks have projected this concern upon me that it has become a bigger burden than it otherwise should be… However, sometimes just articulating realizations such as these –like I’m doing right now- can go a long way towards recognizing the problem in the first place…

I want to create a community where we live in revelatory chemistry all the time instead of just visiting.   

… I’ve been exploring the site you shared. Now I can see why you were talking about cash –real estate being what it is these days. Yes, your vision will require some cash flow for sure. My dream is to turn the whole cultural/social applecart over altogether. That’s why the Adam and Eve story is so intriguing. Doing so would/should throw the whole social, political, religious, scientific, and obviously economic paradigms into flux –to put it mildly… New social metaphors would have to be created for new social paradigms… Economics would be no different… Hehehe, here’s to Utopia!!!...

That is if standard culture would let such a community exist. 

… Perhaps not as things stand now. However, if social paradigms ‘shift’ –many will be grasping for lifelines to hold onto. You could be in place to fill a void at a moments notice… Personally, if I had the power or opportunity to upset the metaphorical applecart on such a grand scale, I would much prefer to leave more than a few ‘options’ that folks could default to, in order to help make a certain transition much more likely to succeed… It might be fun to leave ‘em hanging awhile just for kicks, but it might not be wise in the long run…

I know how to build, integrate, detox and assimilate the light now...

… It sure seems like it… But I wonder though, is it just about physiology? When I first began my metaphysical baby steps, I thought about countless topics like nutrition, the environment, politics, religion, sociology, economics, and on and on and on. Very early on it always seemed as though those in the environmental movement would be natural allies to those folks with more mystical tendencies, and those folks in the natural foods, naturopathic fields would be natural allies as well. A clean environment simply showed an almost mystical understanding towards the symbiotic relationship we humans shared with not only our planet but life itself. A clean, non-toxic laden body made as much sense as a clean non-toxic environment. I have always believed that a more natural form of farming had to be better for the body’s health, than our monolithic agra-business has provided, and have often contemplated the vegetarian commitment as well. Personally, I have always believed that most of these positions just simply made sense, and only highlighted the everpresent examples of a growing disorder within our planet and cultures… However, I never really thought that if we simply changed our diets, a new spiritual transformation would begin to take place… I think it’s a good lifestyle choice, but I have always felt that the real spiritual transformation would take place –will take place- when we change the way we think, or perceive, and not simply through changing our diets –though highly important this is… You could be right on this. I don’t know. As I said, I’ve always considered these things as important –and maybe even complimentary- but not necessarily ‘primary’… Help me out here… 

even so I wonder if we are strong enough to make a go of visionary community...

… Hehehe, I’m pretty sure you are… I know you’re talking about ‘visionary community’ here. I’ve talked to a few people about ‘intentional communities’ –as I’m sure you have as well. I wonder if there is anything that can be learned from these other experiments?

I suppose it would just be an evolutionary experiment. I cannot think of a more exciting experiment to engage in though.

… What could be more exciting than living out your own, unique, life’s purpose? I cannot imagine a greater thrill to be engaged in either…
… Life is an evolutionary experiment of vast probabilities, whereby the experiment we are currently experiencing is but one of those vast probabilities… Theoretically, a single shift in focus would result in experiencing different probabilities. One could have a visionary community, possibly functioning quite nicely outside the mainstream box for a number of years. Ultimately one can envision a purely material society eventually taking notice of such an inviting storehouse of pristine ‘material’ itself, and it doesn’t take a creative genius to imagine the inevitable outcome as a result… However, if you can bring the outside culture along for the evolutionary experimental ride –then your long term chance for success would be all but assured, as your outside neighbors would be as joyfully engaged in their own evolutionary experiment as you would be in yours…

  http://myfacilitate.net/jana/Armarnia.htm probably located in NZ and collecting people from the world over as a model for innovation.

… and there’s your real motivation for going ‘south.’ It’s all coming to me now… 

  There is no greater spirituality than living in communion with the Earth and gaining the intimate understanding of Nature and the Universe that such communion necessitates. All minds, energy and resources must now be spent on reinventing and redesigning human civilization.

… I couldn’t agree more…

  Those that can read Awakening Sovereignty and not go insane will be my buddies for the next adventure.

… Well, I hope you’ll always be my buddy, regardless…

When you say artist, do you mean actual paintings.

… I can paint, and draw as well. However when most people who know me think about art, they mostly know of my bronze sculptures… I’ll see if I can conjure up an image or two… Personally, I see myself as an artist mostly because of my ‘inner direction,’ or introspection. I think these deeply subjective, right brain qualities are what truly make me an artist. I never aspired to be a writer. It never occurred to me until after I had my first big epiphany, and people kept telling me that I had to write a book… So, although I can paint, draw –and as of late, sculpt- I feel as though my artistic talents will be better served if I can just put this new phase of my artistic expression to pen, and to ‘describe’ in words, what I have here to fore been unable to accomplish in any other medium…

[Jana]

You might be another Michael Singer...Untethered Soul...if you are really good, you only need to write one book. Me I have to write about 6.

If you listen to me, David Wolfe, Dan Winter...you will see that physiology is psychology is spirituality is sensory awareness is community. The cycle from soil to soul is an unbroken chain of consciousness from minerals to light to zeropoint. That is why the visionary capsule needs to be self contained and self supporting in order to build the lightforce for sustained evolution...while the surrounding culture is still devolving in life destroying unconscious processes. The visionary community has a movie, education, music, publishing center for media outreach...as it is a living research and education center.

So along with the mystical union there will be a lot of documentation going down also, so we will have to learn how to do this in a healthy, honoring, soul-nurturing fashion. Part of the problem with visionary chemistry in standard slave culture, is that you get reved up to great heights of transcendental chemistry...where in you greedily try and save the illumination in words and pictures and then are interrupted in the digestive coming down and integrating stages as you have to go back to work or something equally disruptive. In a visionary community...visionary chemistry and its cycles will BE our work, and so honoring the reality of this process will be our main focus. I assume that the "collecting of the jewels of gnosis" will become so much easier and more efficient once we become collectively more proficient at honoring the full essential nature of the visionary process. Capitialist slave culture has kept us as "people interrupted"...not even fully human yet and divorced from our soul and cosmos. But we cannot save ourselves as a species without the divine creativity that is nurtured in its full power within the supportive nest of visionary like minded individuals.

Standard culture is so dead and dumb that it will take an enormous degree of education to resensitize them to the truth of life. I was telling an environmental lawyer about my permaculture friend in Kona who has been putting rockdust on this land for 30 years, and how his food blew the top of your head off with electricity when you ate it. He dismissed this...knowing not that lifeforce/light runs on the minerals, that humanity and the continents are grossly demineralized since the last iceage. That consciousness and spirit itself runs on the quantity/quality of minerals in the system. I think the only way to begin to help people regain their soul and their sanity is to seed the idea of raw food...when they start heading in that direction they begin their true healing and self-love...they start becoming sensitive and sane to Life.

[Lawrence]

You could say that all my books come from my original unitive experience in the backseat of car on Xmas Eve 1988.

… The Lord works in mysterious ways…

For it was then that through contrast I realized what infantile and diminished lives we are unnecessarily leading. 

… Contrast… somebody once asked me what my theory was based upon, and I said simply, The Second Law of Thermodynamics, and Duality –or ‘contrast,’ as you put it… that was it… Pretty simple… The Buddhists referred to the second law of thermodynamics as ‘the impermanence of all things.’ The Eastern traditions also taught us about contrasts as well… Yin/Yang… However, it is the western contrasting concept that really delivers… and that is the contrasting concept of opposites… of good and evil… This is not a very satisfactory roadmap to show a wandering soul just where to go from here, as it were –but it is a very poignant roadmap to show a wandering soul where ‘not’ to go… and yet our whole civilization is based upon this very dysfunctional roadmap…

Not all my writing comes through gnostically though, but it is all based on this initial realization of Christ Consciousness…in laying out what needs to be done to arrive at a mystic society.

… I’m thinking that you have opened up to the Muse so effortlessly, for so long, that everything you write is in some way imbued with your Gnostic co-creator we call the Muse…

The only directly “given” piece in the Pitfalls to Sovereignty was “Bad Teenager” which I converted into:
“Self-hatred suspends growth and maturity at the age level that the punitive eye of awareness was initially turned most fiercely against the self.”
 

… That’s a whole lot of writing, and from what I can fathom, the Muse seems to have a Jones for writing almost as much as we do. But hey, you aught to know…

When you look at the big picture, the whole thing (patriarchy-brain damage-and where we are now) ties together as a no-brainer.

… That’s true, you’re right –after a certain point, it doesn’t take a Muse to point out the obvious, now does it?...

I see people fiercely fighting their sovereignty in an effort to “belong” to a protector daddy system that is screwing them blind. It is real funny, for it can only go on like this for a few more years, whereupon “sovereignty” itself will become the great creator drive. Then things may become interesting.   

… Well, that’s a relief. I can maintain my usual lethargy, and things are going to fall into place without my input being needed after all… That’s good to know, ‘cuz who needs the aggravation anyway?... Oh look, it’s nap time again…

Under the externalized power system existence is incredibly boring for there is no love or connection, only fear and manipulation. 

… Wake me when the wars over…

www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKzjLwrsDQ4  —Interview with the authorial self... 

… Cute video btw…

[Jana]

http://entropysite.oxy.edu/
Backseat Christ Consciousness: coconut sugar xmas cake, bongo drums, biblical stary evening, spontaneous faith songs and boom 10,000 orgasms up the spine.

The punitive eye of awareness...self-hatred...or the absence of compassion acts to schism the brain (hemispheres, Triune Brain, sensory-motor cut off from higher thought PFL) rendering the individual vulnerable and easily manipulated by outside shows of power and control from church, state, politics, military or corporation. What is unintegrated cannot evolve or mature...as spiritual evolution occurs through the synthesis and synergy resulting in that which is far greater than the sum of the parts. Thus the pyramid is maintained for millions of years through brain damaging loss of integration (spiritual empowerment) of those lower in the ranks. Maintaining the alpha position of power-over also damages the brain through severing the heart connection, anger and cortisol damage to brain centers and organs. Win-win and compassion is much easier on biology and consciousness, and results in health, sensitivity and evolution rather than competition, war and degenerative disease.

[Francis]

I think Lambert is on the right track. Entropy is a measure of the spatial dispersal of energy. Entropy, in a manner of speaking, is a gauge of the’ impotence’ of the system's energy. Since concentrated energy implies potency, dispersed energy is less potent; Entropy = impotence. Science texts use the term ‘capacity for useful work’ – what I’m calling ‘potency.’ As such Entropy is an awkward concept. Wouldn’t it be easier to grasp if we framed the concept as the inverse of Entropy, that is, in terms of potency? There already exists a concept of the ‘energy density’ which is the inverse of Entropy as far as I can tell. Perhaps I should ask Lambert if he objects to this. But it adds up to potency = energy density, which makes sense to me. And the idea that the ‘all natural processes tend toward increasing local Entropy’ (AKA: the 2nd Law of Thermodynamics)could be restated as ‘all natural processes tend to diminish local potency’


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Second_law_of_thermodynamics

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Energy_density

[Lawrence]

You might be another Michael Singer...Untethered Soul...if you are really good, you only need to write one book. Me I have to write about 6.

… Well, that’s quite a compliment, thank you again. Of the hundreds of books I have laying around this place, ‘the untethered soul’ just so happens to be the one book that I have been reading –very mindfully, very slowly and very deliberately- for the past few months now. It stays by my bedside, and I am at the very last chapter, ‘the loving eyes of god,’ after which I will begin the whole thing all over again for good measure… I cannot imagine a better author for helping to walk a person through to his or her own encounter with their own personal Muse than Michael A. Singer. He has quite the gift… If I were to compare –or compliment- my own vision with that of Michael Singer, I would say that his writing –at least this book- is a guidebook for the individual. What I envision for me is to present a guidebook, and a catalyst, for a movement…
… I may only need to write one book however, not because of my talents, but rather because I write so damn slow that one book is all I might be able to muster in one individual lifetime… You can write six –or more- because you and your Muse just love to write, and obviously have much to say… Me, my message is pretty simple… impermanence, and contrast… Okay, I’m done… Where’s my pillow?…

   If you listen to me, David Wolfe, Dan Winter...you will see that physiology is psychology is spirituality is sensory awareness is community. The cycle from soil to soul is an unbroken chain of consciousness from minerals to light to zeropoint.

…Soil, Soma, Psyche And Soul Are One
Like soil—like food, like food—like body, like body—like mind, like mind—like soul…

…zeropoint?... I knew there was going to be quiz…

That is why the visionary capsule needs to be self contained and self supporting in order to build the lightforce for sustained evolution...while the surrounding culture is still devolving in life destroying unconscious processes. The visionary community has a movie, education, music, publishing center for media outreach...as it is a living research and education center.

… From the political perspective, there are scattered websites of the more liberal persuasion, where folks converge to discuss various thoughts, ideas, and strategies, and also to just simply come together in solidarity. Every day somebody chimes in –as though they were the first to make such an observation- that all who gather are futilely, and merely, preaching to the choir. Personally, although I somewhat begrudgingly participate in the political process, and I harbor no illusions about coming to awareness purely through the political process –I have always been a huge advocate for these like-minded, heart-centered souls to come together often and repeatedly. Whether they are exploring new strategies, or simply preaching to the choir, is of no consequence as far as I’m concerned. When you have such a dark cloud of consciousness enveloping the entire planet, when two or more are gathered, it is a (w)holy experience, and a time for rejuvenation –no matter how paltry… Although many of these liberal, democrats may lack a certain ‘spiritual’ perspective, these heart-centered folks harbor more compassion and more empathy than many of those would-be spiritual folks I have encountered over the years… These liberal democrats may lack a certain ‘spirituality,’ but they have single-handedly been keeping the Borg at bay for literally thousands of years, and are natural allies whom hold a dear place in my own literal –and liberal- metaphorical heart…
 
… I recall a story from a local reporter a few years ago. He went to the Unitarian church one evening to attend a gathering of Unitarians who were preparing for another of their anti-war rally’s (or ‘pro-peace’ rally, for our moral relativists). One of the local democratic politicians was scheduled to come and speak to the group as well. As the reporter waited along with the others for the politician to arrive, he sat in the back of the room and while observing the scene, was very cognizant of an energy in the room that was both highly charged and alive. When the politician finally arrived an began his dull, dry talk on what they could and could not do, what they could and could not accomplish, what they could and could not reach for –the reporter could see and feel the energy that was present just gradually leave the room, to such a degree that by the time the politician was done with his pep talk –that living, vibrant energy had all but departed along with their guest. As he looked about the room once again, angered himself that one man could have such an impact on a room full of enthusiasm, he began to notice a subtle change. People began to gradually gather into small groups and began to talk amongst themselves, as they had been doing before the local democratic politician arrived, and in a very short period of time, the reporter was very pleased to note that those Unitarians and brought that level of energy back to where it was prior to the arrival of their speaker… If this had been any other crowd other than the Unitarians, that energy level may very likely have never been recovered. But Unitarians have been raging against the machine for so long that it takes a lot more than a democratic apologist to extinguish their fire…

… I am very much in favor of gathering with like-minded souls, no matter what particular level those souls might be at… The only problem with a gathering place for ‘more enlightened’ individuals is –what is the criteria, and who gets to decide? If it were me making the decisions, hehehe, I’d be inviting all the Unitarians, and all the liberal democrats, and most spiritual folks might just be left at home…

So along with the mystical union there will be a lot of documentation going down also, so we will have to learn how to do this in a healthy, honoring, soul-nurturing fashion. Part of the problem with visionary chemistry in standard slave culture, is that you get reved up to great heights of transcendental chemistry...where in you greedily try and save the illumination in words and pictures and then are interrupted in the digestive coming down and integrating stages as you have to go back to work or something equally disruptive

… This is so true. That is why this needs to be a two pronged assault –both the head ‘and’ the heart. Both individually ‘and’ collectively. We do live in a world of polarities after all… But hey, if one just happens to arrive slightly ahead of the other, I won’t be splitting hairs over the details, myself…

In a visionary community...visionary chemistry and its cycles will BE our work, and so honoring the reality of this process will be our main focus. 

… And if there is ‘any’ meaning to life –that would be it, imho…

I assume that the "collecting of the jewels of gnosis" will become so much easier and more efficient once we become collectively more proficient at honoring the full essential nature of the visionary process. 

… What a shocker it would be if it wasn’t!...

Capitialist slave culture has kept us as "people interrupted"...not even fully human yet and divorced from our soul and cosmos. 

… Yes, and this last financial meltdown seemed like such a golden opportunity for folks –at least in this country- to finally get past that rote mantra that ‘capitalism is the best there is,’  and open up to other possibilities of economic exchange… Thanks to Obama and co. instead of allowing the full measure of this scourge to come to the full light of scrutiny, we have simply stitched up the monster and sent it back onto the field as if everything was going to be just like it was –which was not good in the first place…

But we cannot save ourselves as a species without the divine creativity that is nurtured in its full power within the supportive nest of visionary like minded individuals.

... indeed...

Standard culture is so dead and dumb that it will take an enormous degree of education to resensitize them to the truth of life. 

… I don’t base this on anything other than my own hope or belief, but I have hunch that most of the ‘blubbering masses’ are not going to ‘grok’ these truths no matter how simple we can make it. I mean, I think I can simplify my end enough to where even the most ‘un-intense’ of thinkers can grasp the significance of what I would hope to share –I just think that the cultural associations of the divine power ‘outside’ of themselves (God) is so deeply embedded, that they will never take ownership of this power and responsibility for themselves. Hell, it’s even difficult for me to own… Most of our mass culture takes their cues from ‘the experts’ out there. If we can capture their imaginations –the experts- then they can make it all palpable for the rest of the population. As the generations come and go, these truths will gradually come to be as readily accepted as the nightmare metaphors we currently hold near and dear to our…  ‘heads’…

  I was telling an environmental lawyer about my permaculture friend in Kona who has been putting rockdust on this land for 30 years, and how his food blew the top of your head off with electricity when you ate it. He dismissed this...knowing not that lifeforce/light runs on the minerals, that humanity and the continents are grossly demineralized since the last iceage. That consciousness and spirit itself runs on the quantity/quality of minerals in the system. I think the only way to begin to help people regain their soul and their sanity is to seed the idea of raw food...when they start heading in that direction they begin their true healing and self-love...they start becoming sensitive and sane to Life.

… Yes, you would hope that since we were talking about an ‘environmentalist,’ that there would be a fair chance that this environmentalist would at least be ‘open’ to more unconventional visions than those that they are presently adhering to. I suspect he comes from the same school as our democratic politician who couldn’t light a fire of enthusiasm if his life depended on it…

… This goes back to that original post of yours, which started our conversation, when you commented about ‘a marked deficit of martyrs for the cause of truth.’ … This is what we get when ones ‘head’ overtakes ones ‘heart,’ even –and especially- amongst the so called opposition party. A long time ago (not so long really), in the late sixties and early seventies, the environmental movement was staffed with mostly long-haired hippy’s who were quite happy to rage against the machine with reckless abandon. Truth be told, they actually got a lot done as a result –squeaky wheel getting’ the oil, and all… Sometime in the seventies a bunch of college educated, tie sporting intellectuals began entering the field and gradually proceeded  pushing out the ‘hip’ ground forces, as the more intellectual amongst this new cadre decided that it would be more equitable if the new environmental movement focused more on ‘getting along’ with the environmental abusers, rather than battling them, and making them mad… This same logic infiltrated the democratic party, the new age movement, and every other liberal organization that would have otherwise provided a necessary stop-gap to an incessant machine that knows no  boundaries…
 
… Despite all evidence to the contrary, I still see these bands of present day enablers as natural allies, and I am warily confidant that they will come to their senses once we join together, to gently, and logically, show them the way to a better, and more equitable future… 

[Jana]

"I’d be inviting all the Unitarians, and all the liberal democrats, and most spiritual folks might just be left at home…"

Yep people who focus on spirituality...the preinitiates...won't be invited for they are narcissistic consumers of the spiritual circus...and very hard to reform. Its quite easy to spot the people that belong from their energy/awareness level...but they are few and far between...perhaps only one or two in each country. Skill base to make up a visionary village is what counts...the balance between practical ability and visionary would be an aspect of focus. We can't have fantastical escapists...and yet people have to have the ability to see well beyond "this" world...and to come back to in-form this world with their vision. I imagine...we would build a collective psi field and would be working together in zeropoint (the ether) to create a collective dream. Leaving the self-hating habits of the pervasive culture behind fast enough to generate lift off would be an issue we would have to attend to in the beginning. To this end...the artists and prophets would be working overtime.

[henry]

for the brave souls who might be interested in avoiding avoidance in the realms of process and shadow, recommended is the work of Arnold Mindell.